Failure

I'm a failure at baking T.T

Tried baking macarons for the forth time and it failed:( they just ended up looking like flat pancakes:( tried baking as I'm going Malaysia tmr and I wanna bring it there but now I don't even know if I should.  The surface just won't be smooth and IT JUST DOESN'T WANNA FORM FEETS:(  

Plus three accidents happened while I was baking and I'm banned from baking alr:(

First, I spilled my almond flour on the floor and despite mopping it three times, its still super oily and sticky.

Second, I thought the baking pan was cold already and I went to grab it and burnt my hand.

Third, I wanted to keep some of the macarons in cling wrap and scratched my pinky with the 'saw' while tearing the cling wrap and it bleeded:(

Bye I'm a sad failure:(