Peace.

This is like going to be a very bitchy blog post so ppl are free to judge me.

One of the questions I detest most recently is : "what are you doing?"

Cause if I answer watching TV , ppl will ask me what show I'm watching etc..
Then I have no idea whether they have STM or whatever ; they"ll come back and ask me what I'm doing again in a few hours . Then funny thing is I'm still watching the same show (dramas have long episodes) then they"ll ask me what show I watching again -.-
Then like they forever asking me what channel I'm watching on. I watch on mio TV okay ! Then they"ll say they don't have the channel etcetera (which I alr know because the story repeats and repeats every time )
I always wonder , won't they get bored of my replies ? It's always the same.
Next scenario is that when I'm busy sometimes , like watching video or whatsoever, my phone will vibrate and it disturbs me. Yes I'm self centered. I don't like to be disturbed unless u have a good reason to disturb me frequently . You do not send me rubbish and expect me to reply you with nice stuff . For example , how would you be able to reply to a text like this ;
"my friend is a donkey "
All I can say is good for you , and I will feel that I'm boring because I do not know what to reply as I do not know your friend.

Yes , I feel guilty whenever I give ppl shitty replies . I will feel that I'm wasting your time .

It makes me feel worthless .

However , sometimes ppl just keep continuing with their conversation of how interesting their lives are and I'm over here thinking : wow.

They"ll tell me every single detail which I'm not interested in.
If you want to tell me, it's fine but please summarize everything into one short text as I have short attention spans.

I'm an Aries , and Aries are impatient people.

Patience is NOT my virtue.


And sometimes, what I hate most is that people think I owe them or whatsoever.

When I reply "LOL" when I have nothing to say , they will demand at me ; 'don't keep lol me. '
Yes I know that "lol-ing" people is rude but its kinda a habit alr and I'm really bored .
Next is they'll think that I'm born to entertain them :(
One typical example is that I receive a text saying : "I'm bored."
That's it , two words .
So I'm supposed to interpret this two words and say something ?
Oh and funny thing is , they reply me everyone hour even though they are bored . How do you expect me to believe that you are bored when you do not reply me fast?

And I'll be thinking , I'm an entertainer and have a 任務 to talk to you when you're bored ?

Well if that's the case , I quit this ren wu of being an entertainer.

And sometimes , I ignore people . Yes ,this is bad , but I will not ignore people for no reason. I used to reply to all texts , but if you spam me and keep asking me the same questions , I'll just reply you the same thing which is quite meaningless as I do not have unlimited messages and only a mere 900 per month .
Yes there is whatsapp, but when the last seen thing kinda makes me angry . I feel freaked out sometimes when you start a chat with my like whenever I'm online .
I feel like I'm being watched.
And I'll sometimes lie and say I need to charge my phone.

And lying makes me feel guilty.

And the next time I get online , you send in a message straight away again.
Then weird thing is I ignore , and you'll start a chat via SMS. LOL.
However, some people just spam till I reply.


ARE YOU SO FREAKING DESPERATE FOR ATTENTION?

Some will just crack lame jokes and keep laughing and entertain themselves without giving a damn to what I say. I'm sure if you are talking to yourself , you'll be very entertained.

But I must say I love lame jokes cause I'm lame too :D
But too many is seriously boring me out.

Actually truth is that I'm lazy to SMS unless you're important to me.
I prefer calling as it makes me less tired.
I love to talk , but not through SMS-ing.

So call me if you really need to talk.

Texting is conversing through texts and different people will feel differently over the same text.
For instance , I can say this:"funny."
And you'll think that you're really funny and continue when I was just being sacarstic.
Secondly, you laugh at me and make negative comments on how I look and think that you are very entertaining and caught my attention cause you're funny.
But deep inside , I feel hurt because I cannot live up to your expectations.
Worse still, you repeat your jokes. Which means stabbing me over and over again while thinking that it's FUNNY.
So if you really want say me or what the just say once. I got you the FIRST time.

Oh and people reading this must be thinking now that I'm such a bitch who only wants to voice out how she feels and does not give a damn to other's opinions.

But no, if you tell me serious stuff , I will not be insensitive about it and keep blabbering about myself or ignore you.

So, I'm sorry to those that I offended through this post , I'm just voicing out how I feel.

Shall end this blog post now, bye ~

ice skating

updates

Whoots went to Jcube last friday, 23rd nov to celebrate Jasmine's birthday !! <3
met zihuan at woodlands and we both went to meet jasmine at JE !
was wearing my wedges for the first time and I couldnt walk properly!
Ate manhattan with zihuan and jasmine !

our food and tickets for ice skating !

then after eating angeline came to meet us !!  

ps i cannot post any more photos cause google is being such a bitch and not let me upload anymore due to memory constrain :(((((

okay will start a new blog soon and continue my updates cause im getting very irritated as i deleted most of my photos and still dont get any memory :(

BYE

Bugis

Went to bugis after choir with Kelly on 16 nov , fri !
Didn't take any photos during choir cause Mr Wong was not in a good mood and was rather fierce >.<
But choir was still fun! Heheh !
Talked a lot with xiaoyan and Kelly during choir and learnt so much stuff that happened during sec 1 when I was not around yet ! Hehe! Gossips are so fun!
Continued the 'gaining knowledge ' session with Kelly while we were on the train to bugis ! Then at bugis , I was super budget and was really careful on what I buy cause I did not bring out much cash along !
So in the end I spent $30 on clothes and $5.50 on food ! ^^
Bought a bralette , and pastel green pants which I wore out on sat and liked them very much ! And bought a dress also !^^
Hehe okay , next post will be up In a few minutes because I'm blogging via my phone and cannot seperate the photos so I'll blog seperately !


Loots of the day and photos that day ;

Scape flea

Had my second flea at SCAPE level 4 on17 nov, Saturday .
Reached there super early because i was supposed to take train at first but in the end my father decided to fetch me and my friends there . (:
So I reached there earlier than expected hehehehe! Learnt my lesson from the first flea because I reached super late then and did not get a good location , so I became a kiasu auntie this time !
Had my first customer like right after I set up and I super happy cause during the first flea, I waited 1hour plus before I had my first customer !
Then around 1 plus , a lot of ppl started queuing and waiting for oms' flea to start . I swear I super jealous at that moment LOL.
Then all the stalls no business because everybody was busy queuing for oms' flea. Then other ppl started to slash their price to attract customers which is like wtf because the 'actual' flea hasn't even started . Super spoil market price omg !
But their crowd soon subsided because they ran out of stocks and we started to have ppl shopping for our stuff YAY.
So partly must thank them for the crowd 😏. Hehe sold out all my old clothes except 3. Super happy cause now my wardrobe has more space then I can buy more stuff ! BUT I will not spend money anyhow now ! Cause money very 难赚 !
And like the clothes we buy super exp, go to the flea it's like not even worth peanuts :(
One of the worst customer I had was when she asked me for the price of my shoes and when I said $3, her face had the expression like its the shock-iest price of her life and she bargained for $2 , then when I say cannot she just went away like ... wtf !
But then I had nice customers too ^^
And must really thank all my friends who came down specially to support ; Jiajun (she selling things too ) , Yongting, Taffy , Jasmine , Gekkhee , Wenyi , Rachel and Sandra ! <33333
Was quite surprised when Sandra came cause I only mentioned it to her a few times and didn't expect her to come ! Very thoughtful of everyone and I'm super touched hahah <3
Had KFC with Jiajun and Sandra after the flea and I swear I will stop eating it as I ate it dk how many times this week already and I'm growing fatter ^(-<••>-)^

Anyw don't think I will have another flea again in future (including those block fleas ) as I cleared all my old clothes , and as for my blogshop stocks , I'll be having sales for them on Instagram and Facebook ! Do keep a lookout ! Now selling envelope clutch at $10 each(U.P;$15)! Left with black color only !^^
Do follow my blogshop Instagram @flyingghelicopters and my personal one @greyhelicopters !!


Super regret wearing the bralette and pastel green pants during the flea as I did not wash them after buying on fri and during the evening my back became super itchy and I couldn't scratch it cause my hands are not long enough and it's super unglam to scratch your back in public (?) oh and the bralette was quite long and reached my belly button and made till my belly piercing bleed :/
Hehe here are the photos I took that day ^^ :

Tired

At times like this then you'll know who's your true friends .

Disappointed with everything .

Macaroons ^^

Hehe tried to bake macaroons last week as I really liked the taste and the look of it !
didnt bought coloring so i used chocolate powder and tried to make chocolate flavoured macaroons .
I read online that macaroons fail easily and in the beginning I was like super disbelieving of the 'myth' .
afterall , its just a circular biscuit , whats so difficult about it ? :D
But after i tried baking it , I totally changed my mindset !
its super easy to fail and troublesome to make !

First i searched a lot of supermarkets for the almond powder , luckily i got it in the end , then the rest of the ingredients are quite easy to find actually !

Then on saturday , i was really bored so I baked my macaroons earlier than when i planned to .
I was so excited that I forgot to sieve the almond and the sugar and went to beat the eggs first !
Then after beating , i rushed like siao to sieve the powder and was so thmm thankful with my mum helping me X:
then after all the mixing , i put the mixture into a piping bag !
After that i realised that i forgot to line the baking tray with parchment paper so i chiong-ed again :(
then i squeezed the mixture onto the parchment paper .
the mixture was super watery then everything just ended up weirdly shaped.
hehe this i what i got in the end:

Tadaaaa 

okay this is just an image koped from google !

If i baked such nice macaroons i will cry due to being over 感动  LOL

had to seperate the macaroons into 5 batches cause there was too much mixture and too little space on the trays D:

and my masterpiece :

failed -_-

the first batch was totally horible and everything cracked 

super disappointing and wanted to give up completely at that moment.

Then i went online and found out the reason why .

I refered to many different recipes for this time round then some said to bake in the middle of the oven while some say to bake at the bottom/top of the oven and never in the middle.

then i thought that the reason i failed was because i baked them in the middle of the oven.

I got motivated to do better in my next batch :

super weirdly shaped !!

they were super ugly in the shape but at least they didnt crack !!

I was like super happy !

then when they cooled , i couldnt remove them from the parchment paper and that put an end to my hapiness !!  :/

So ofc i went to try out other methods .

this time , i put the oven at 175'C (usual 150)

then i set the timer to 10 mins .

But then before the timer even reached i smell something burning so i rushed to the oven to discover this :

chaoda macaroons :(

I was like so angry and upset !

but i was only left with one batch or two so i tried again .

luckily this time they were fine and in an acceptable shape range:

super proud of my (still failed) masterpiece 

But although they look good , they were still proven to be undetachable from the parchment paper.

so i waited for about an hour and forced them out of the paper  .

there were still some tiny tiny pieces of paper stuck on the macaroons but i didnt care and put nutella on them . HAHA afterall who'll realize ? :P

Macaroons :D

so i only baked 5 macaroons after about 4 hours D:

okay la actually only 4 and half

look in the picture carefully then you'll realize one doesnt have cream cause one half of it is full of paper LOL.

then as for the taste ,

they tasted like some normal chocolate cookies which is overly sweet :/ 

but the 安慰 for me is that they have a crisp outside and a gooey taste inside , which resembles a real macaroon !

YAY 

okay now shall blog about something else.

received a sample of essential shampoo and conditioner last month !

then i tried using it !

It was unexpectedly good so I want to share with everybody here :D

my hair was in a super shitty condition during the last school term cause i had to comb it for around 10 mins everyday before school and there were still a lot of tangles.

Then there is this little tangle that i was so lazy to comb everyday...

then like after one week , it became a matt :( yes a matt like those on dog's fur !

then i totally gave up on combing it lor.

then one night i showed my mum my hair condition and she spent about 30 minutes for two night trying to help me remove it omg.

then after i removed the matt and used the shampoo , my condition improved and i dunnid to comb so much in the morning alr :D

so i finally got the shampoo today heheh !!! happy girl now ^^

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went to hortpark with the class on monday !! there were so many butterflies omg .

was quite freaked out as first LOL

here's a photo of one 

took some polaroids too^^

went to watch ah boys to men today !

took a polaroid with xinmin  . (the pic is above )

wanted to take with jasmine also but somehow the pic dont have her when it shows D:

so we planned to take after the movie but totally forgot afterwards cause i had to rush to amk !

here's my ootd : 

hehe just created formspring so ask me questions ? :D

http://formspring.me/greyhelicopters

 okay super long post . Bye !

piercings

okay I'm posting this post today because a lot of people have been commenting on the number of earholes i have .

reactions i usually get : 

'you pierce so many not pain meh ?'

'why you wann so many ?'

'walao scary sia ! '

'walao ah lian sia ! '

haha to be honest i get quite annoyed sometimes .

especially during work when all the aunties comment the same thing . and idk why they like to ask me back the same questions the next day when im wearing the same earrings with no increase of earholes.

and as for the first reaction . Of course pain la ! which piercing not pain sia ? 

second : I pierce so many cause i like .

third : dont look hahaha

forth : piercings doesnt mean ah lian , if a police hold a gun , does it mean that he killed somebody ?

no right , so i guess piercings does not mean ah lian.

and I find it ironic that when people say that having so many earholes are scary , they create the illusion of having earholes by wearing earcuffs and magnetic earrings.

earcuffs .

like whats the difference between real earholes and wearing earcuffs/magnetic earrings huh ?

well though i must agree that having too much piercings is quite unglamourous sometimes but as long as we don't go overboard its fine right ! :D

Updates !!

Kekee so long never post alr ! guess its because of my o levels chinese.
Anyw this blog post is like an update of what i did so nothing much interesting haha !

27oct , sat 
went bugis with yongting !! ^^ first time going out with her alone ! ^^
hehe found out that actually i dont really like going in crowds cause with lesser ppl i can shop more easily for what i want  ! ^^
haha all the photos will be in collage cause really got a lot :p

ootd/potd

with yongting ^^

loots ot the day !

29oct

went northpoint to study for my chinese ! good girl 97 :p

30oct

worked then went to rushed to nex after that to watch perks of a wall flower! 

went there to meet jasmine and xinmin at starbucks but then couldnt find them when i reached there ;/

but actually they sitting there and keep laughing at me :(

then saw jiaqi and her friend there ! then i told them i couldnt find my friends LOL thmm diulian ! 

the movie was quite er .. idk how to say . but then i didnt really understand the show but all i know is the whole show is kiss kiss lo. But its okay for me not to under stand cause is NC16 and im 15 only ^^ 

so im forgiven hahah

ootd for 29th oct/  ootd for 30th oct ! 

hehe my new schoolbag came in the mail !

then on 31st had choir ^^
spammed a lot of photos . like 100+ LOL

in toilet :p

Funny face !!

ms ong !!

then after that went to checkpoint then norhtpoint !

hehe then cut my hair at toapayoh on 2nd nov! 

thmm short now :P 

Then had o level chinese today ! was super stressed before that but after exams went to sing k with yijie , yiling , zihuan , xiaoyan and rachel !
So fun and we got super high !!

ok end of updates . BYE