Giving up

Studying is really tiring especially if you have no idea what you're studying for. Don't have much goals in life except to earn enough so that I can afford a flat when I'm 35 years old. But I'm feeling so tired and ready to give up any moment :(

Even my Siri tells me to sleep... 

Sigh!!

"How much effort you put in shall be how much you will receive"

I'm really determined to study harder as I do not want to repeat my mistake for PSLE whereby I deproved in the real thing compared to prelims. I was really addicted to pet society at that time wtf. I only studied like a day before the exam and I really regretted. Almost everybody improved and I still remember how my teacher look at me during the real ease of results and said: "not everybody did as well as I expected them to."

Looking back now, I really wished that I did better and not made everybody disappointed. 

But where is my motivation???!