Extended Holidays

Submitted my JAE with sp as my first choice so I guess I kinda have an extended holiday if I got into the course. Actually, I kinda hope school starts soon cause it's getting boring without school:o

Went to Orchard with Krystal yesterday as she wanted to buy her slippers! 

Ootd..

Afterwards, we headed to bugis! 

My legs were getting sore from wearing my wedges which are probably 4-5 inches high so we settled at 我爱台妹 for a while first! Continued with our shopping and we each bought a floral pullover. The shopowner was kind enough to give us two free belts each :D

"I have a soft spot for drinks" so I bought another drink and to rest my feet too.. I will not torture my feet like this again T.T

Then at night, I was bored and did not want to waste my night away like I always did so I decided to mend my shorts.

Here's how it looked like before.. Really liked this pair of shorts but the quality sucks and I've worn it less than five times and the floral mesh tore. So I decided not to let it go to waste and redesigned it.

Wanted to use my sewing machine initially but I have no idea how to operate it so I ended up hand sewing instead.. 

After about 3-4 hours of sewing, I finally got it done :')

Can't wait to wear it out:D

Alright, Guess that's all for this post. Thanks for reading^^

Decisions

I seem to have no say in my own future. Everybody seems to be already planning for me what I should do. Maybe this isn't what I want? Why can't people just give me a chance? I know I shouldn't disappoint everybody but there really is a limit on pushing all your dreams on me. 

Received my O levels results two days ago and to my surprise, I scored 6A1s, 2A2s and a B3. 

I wanted to go for sp's course but everybody seems to have this mindset that I should go to a JC..  

I remembered when I first transferred school and nobody believed that I could make it but I did my best and tried to prove them wrong.. Nobody encouraged me except my parents back then. But now, even my parents do not seem very supportive of my choice. Should I follow my dreams or follow other's dreams? 

I tried to compromise by saying that I'll take the diploma, but part time while I'm taking my A levels but I'm not allowed to cause they're afraid that I'll be distracted. So I have to wait for so many more years before I can do what I want? 

I really do not want to live in regrets.

I know maybe the path I am choosing now is hard, and may not get me a chance in uni. But I just want to be proud and say that I've tried? Instead of regretting my whole life away. Why can't people not push me down when they are already not providing me with any support? 

A new beginning

I guess its super late to post about new year now.. Wanted to skip this post but I've already uploaded the photos previously so I thought I would blog about it! Had work on new year's eve so I met up with JJ, Taffy and Krystal at 8 plus! 

We had our own mini steamboat celebration! Everything cost only 6plus after we split up the cost! 便宜到爽 :D

group shot! 

It was about 10 plus after we finished eating so we headed to civic for countdown. Previously we had plans for marina bay but time didn't allowed us, so I guess we'll leave that to next year:)

K I was bored so here's a collage of me putting lipstick 

OOTN 

FAT AND BLOATED T.T

*inserts another random selfe*

with Krystal

With Taffy!

With Jiajun!

No idea why this photo turned out so shitty when I uploaded it!  :(

Fireworks

HAPPY 2014!!

As for new year, we decided to go ice skating:D

With JJ

Group Photo!

We took this photo to post on AY's instagram with the caption: "My girls" HAHAHHA

Trying hard to be cute here

Had a really lovely day with them and I think its the third year we went to countdown tgt:) 

Really quite blessed to know so many awesome people:)  

Bye!

“一直对自己坚持 爱情的意思 

我不敢去证实 爱你两个字 

我很不服 我还在想着那件事”

Poly open house

Before I sat for O levels, I was very determined that I want to enter a university so I only had thoughts to enter a JC. Another reason why I wanted to enter a JC is because I did not want to choose any courses now as I'm afraid of making the wrong course choice at such a young age and regret for the rest of my life. 

Since young, I've always wanted to have my own shop, I guess that's because my mum used to have a bubble tea shop in RP and I went there almost everyday to help her out. However, the shop did not earn much and she eventually gave it up and got a full time job instead. Ever since then, the idea of having my own shop grew stronger. When I was in p6, I came across a blogshop and fell in love with a pair of earpiece. It was my first purchase online and I debated on whether to purchase the earpiece or not for days. After I finally decided to place my order, the online shop closed down LOL. I was glad cause I haven't made payment, even though the earpiece was only $10. But after that incident, I was determined to create my own shop and make it successful. Soon, I started my Shopper's Town. I guess the glor-iest moments were during my sec one and sec two times. I actually could earn quite a lot of money through my blogshop. However, after those years, the efforts that I put into my blogshop decreased and now its in quite a pathetic state la LOL. I was really into business previously and still am. I am determined to start my own business in future. 

Initially, I thought of securing a job and earn enough money and randomly start a business. (yeap, I really have no goals initially. My only goal was to start a business I guess.) 

However, one day at work(while ironing clothes LOL), I had deep thoughts about my future and thought that I wanted to create my own fashion label(dream big ok), and coincidentally, I read TP's coursebook that night and it had apparel design and mechanizing course. Also, I browsed through SP's course book and was very attracted to it's perfumery and cosmetic science course and I had thoughts of starting my own cosmetic lines (dream big again ok!)

So today, I went to both school's open house with Krystal! 

<3

I couldn't find my earpiece before heading out and was afraid of the travelling time. Yup, I listen to my earpiece when I travel with friends most of the time because 我很怕 awkward. Thankfully, it wasn't awkward at all with Krystal. <333

Then, I met Jonas who brought us around SP! Also thought it would be awkward with him cause we haven't seen each other for 2-3 years even though we're texting sometimes. Thankfully, it wasn't that awkward too:)

The people at SP were rather nice and did quite a thorough explanation on the course that I was interested in. So, I left the school feeling more determined to enter the course. 

After that, we headed to TP to see the apparel course. Met up with Weiheng there who became our tour guide :) 

I guess at that point of time, I was still fascinated by SP's course and didn't really felt the excitement when I visited the course booth.. So, I left the booth feeling less fascinated by the course..

Afterwards, we went around to take ootds..

I was rather fussy with the photos and I think wh buey tahan us cause we kept wanting to retake the photos HAHAH xD

rate this photography skills please 

After I went home, I told my mum what I thought of SP's course.. Even though she still supports me, I could feel that the course wasn't what she wanted me to do. I'm really afraid of disappointing her and also afraid of making this choice that I might regret in the future. I have no idea what's my point of posting these and this is probably the most personal and wordiest post I've typed. I'm really beginning to worry about my future now urgh. Furthermore, I've only thought of joining the cosmetic science area this few days. I have no idea its a sudden hype or what but I can't imagine what will happen if I lose interest in this course in future. Should I play safe or follow my dreams? :( 

Ok, I think I'm thinking a little too much now cause results are not out yet...

erm selfie time I guess..

with the worse shades ever

Just bought this pair of shades in malaysia when I went there with my mum few days ago.. Can only say it sucks cause my hair will get stuck at the sides and get pulled off whenever I remove the shades. :(

Anyway, I changed my blogskin but the flipcard style can only be seen on computers so I thought I would post a screenshot of it here cause I spent about 2 hours trying to do this blog template..

And this is how a post would look like when you click on the flipcard hehe.

Thanks for sticking throughout this post<3 bye:)

你怎么对我那么好？让我想忘也忘不掉:(

Uss

I had the annual pass for USS so I headed there for the second time! Guess there's nothing much for me to blog about since I've blogged about it before so this is gonna be a post full of pictures!

selfie while waiting for Jasmine

step tourist

*inserts another selfie*

With Betty Boop 

My hands are so awkward I cannot HAHAHA

I SELL GROCERIES

Idk who this character is but his attitude is cool! A father and son wanted to take photo with him and he scolded them and they went away without a photo. I guess it must be quite suckish to act out this character cause you have to be mean to everybody :o

*Mandatory globe shot* 

Was trying to avoid puddles after this photo was taken but Jasmine was still snapping away so.....

Guess that's it for this post! Thanks for reading :)

Bye~

我不奢求永远 永远太遥远 

KTV tripsss

Went KTV three times last week so I thought I would blog about all three in a single post! I guess I'm a lil' too crazy about singing nowadays! 

Firstly, on Sunday:

Group photo! 

With Wenyi

With Weiheng

With Andy

Inserted one hokkien song that day and I got judged badly :@ but it was funny so whatever hahahah.

As for monday, I went for another 6 hours session with Zihuan and Jasmine :D

selfie on bus :P

The shuttle bus didn't wanna come so we took 859 after waiting for 30 minutes:( And the bus decided to go for about only a hundred rounds around Sembawang before it heads to SSC and we ended up late:( not new for me to be late anyw LOL

The room was so cold that I went to purchase a hot drink (probably the first time ever)

"three people selfie" 

<3

Headed home right after singing and I thought it was quite weird cause I've never met with anybody just to do one activity only:o
As for Friday, We planned to sing k again:D We were supposed to meet at 9 but I reached at 10:15 am

:( #whyamIforeverlate

Was in a dying mood that day because I only slept three hours the night before:( Apparently my body doesn't let me fall asleep until it is 4am:( Really hope this stops soon cause I'm really badly sleep deprived.

The best people ever<3

As the days draw closer to the results release day, I started to ponder more. Previously, I insisted in entering a JC as I wanted to enter a uni.. However, while I was working one day, I had a thorough thought about what I wanted to do in future and I thought that poly courses might be more suitable for me. I've already shortlisted a few courses now.. (Biomedical science in SP or RP/ Perfumery and cosmetic science in SP/ Apparel design and merchandising in TP/ International business in NP etc..) There's like so many things I wanna do and I really want to make a correct choice cause I don't want to be stuck with the wrong choice for the rest of my life. Why are decisions so hard to make:( 

Guess this post is getting rather lengthy and boring so I shall blog about my new year celebration in the next few days! 

Au revoir, Allons-nous devenus des étrangers la prochaine fois que nous rencontrons?